I've Come to Realize

(taken on a drive home when I surely was deep in thought)

I’ve come to realize that my job isn’t what I expected to do, but that I like it more than I would have expected.

I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving. . . I can’t be in silence. I need to hear music or podcasts. And I feel like I am wasting my time if I don’t listen to something fulfilling.

I’ve come to realize that I need. . .less internet, more interaction face-to-face.

I’ve come to realize that I have lost. . .my constantly “up” attitude and that it is ok to not always be happy.

I’ve come to realize that I hate it when. . . I lose my keys.

I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk. . . um, I never really am. And if I am then there is a problem. So if I’m drunk, I have a problem.

I’ve come to realize that money… is just money. Needs to be respected, but can’t be revered.

I’ve come to realize that certain people. . . will be happy no matter what happens and others will be miserable even after they get everything they *think* they want.

I’ve come to realize that I’ll always. . . be a little scatter-brained. And that it is hard for me to concentrate on one thing at a time. Right now I am listening to a podcast while drinking my tea and typing this. Ooops and just checked my email.

I’ve come to realize that my sibling(s). . . (just my brother) knows how to enjoy every day and has some really cool hobbies that he is not afraid to continue with. This includes building with legos, fishing, and outfitting a kayak to be a pseudo-battleship.

I’ve come to realize that my mom... and I are opposites in attitudes, beliefs, and ideas, but always both focus on love.

I’ve come to realize that my cell phone. . . is not expendable.

I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning. . . that I didn’t want to wake up. But this is a daily event.

I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep. . . watching Law and Order SVU and House so late may be giving me nightmares.

I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking. . . of taking a shower and actually getting myself ready for the day.

I’ve come to realize that my dad. . .is a man of faith and an amazing supporter of his family

I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook. . . a lot of people don’t like the weather, their husband, or their bff.

I’ve come to realize that today. . . . is a gift and I am just enjoying the day off.

I’ve come to realize that tonight. . . I will be with some incredible ladies.

I’ve come to realize that tomorrow. . . I don’t really have too many things to worry about and that I have to pay the rent.

I’ve come to realize that I really want to . . . find a church this year that I will enjoy attending.

I’ve come to realize that the person mostly likely to re-post this is. . . Paige :)

I’ve come to realize that life. . . is an adventure and I don’t always like it, but I have to get over that.

I’ve come to realize that this weekend. . . will be full of celebrating.

I’ve come to realize that my friends. . . are indispensable and they are so caring and loving and supporting.

I’ve come to realize that this year. . . is just beginning so time to make some things to look forward to.

I’ve come to realize that my husband. . . accepts me for me.

I’ve come to realize that maybe I should. . . go take that shower and get moving.

I’ve come to realize that I love. . . having a clean, neat living space. I know, weird, right?

I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand. . . my mother and she doesn’t get me. But that’s ok :)

I’ve come to realize my past. . . has to be a part of me, but that I need to live without regrets.

I’ve come to realize that parties. . . are fun and enjoyed with good people. But I don’t love planning them. I like going to them.

I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified. . . of losing my parents. It will happen and I know it will be very hard for me.

I’ve come to realize that my life. . . is best paired with supporting people.